Late Night Wearing.

Well I haven't been able to post for a bit.  Work gets in the way too much. 

I had to do some work late tonight so I thought I'd end the night with a post.  Since I was able to work from home for this project I have been wearing a black wireless bra with lace, a pair of white panties and a black slip. 

It feels good to sit around in the lingerie.  Since I'm working late my girlfriend won't know about it.  She knows I wear lingerie but is still getting used to the idea.  I have only worn a few things with her so far since I told her how much I like to wear lingerie.  She knew when we started to date in a way.  I have always worn women's panties.  And even on the first few times we made love I wore panties.  I have never tried to hide that until now it seems.  I would occassionally wear panties during sex and it never seemed to bother her.  She seemed not to be bothered, but that was before I told her how much I enjoyed other lingerie.

Now I do hide my wearing panties and such.  I don't like to and she said I didn't have to hide it.  But it's the fact that I know she is not sure she really likes it that makes me hide it now.  Before when I was clueless it was easier.  Not sure how to move forward with that.

It seems I do like to wear it almost daily.  She did mention that it would be really weird for her if I were to wear it daily.  I can understand that.  I think it's a little weird too.   I don't know why I enjoy it so much, but I do.  Since 'coming out' with it to her my desire has increased.  Maybe I held it in check before.

I do have a nice nightie that I wish I could wear to bed sometimes.  I'm too embarrassed now to wear it again.  I did once so my girlfriend knows about it but I just can't get over the part of her not liking it.  But if I don't wear any then she'll never have the chance to warm up to the idea.

One part of wearing lingerie, especially bras, that I enjoy is getting caught by other women.  It's more then just sexual, though that is a big part of it.  It's sort of a rush too.  The excitement of getting caught doing something taboo.  I also love to get naked in front of other people, especially women.  That is also exciting.  I'll strip down naked in a heart beat if allowed.  Not that I get many chances. 

I have another appointment with the massage therapist tomorrow.  I'm thinking of wearing this nice lace beige bra I have with some panties that match.  Haven't decided yet if I'll wear a garter belt and stockings.  The massages are great, I really enjoy getting them.  It helps me in many ways and then the added bonus of being somewhat caught by the massage therapist is exciting too.  Kinda like a secret with her.  Poor girl, she probably just thinks I'm gay.  I'm going to keep doing it without saying anything to see if she'll ever mention it at all.  I know I have not offended her because she was so warm and inviting afterwards.  If I did offend her I would never go back to see her. That's the last thing I would want to do to someone.  I'm sure some people would be offended but I don't have interactions with those people.

L