Monday, May 17, 2010

Traveling with Panties and a Bra

This past weekend I had to fly out of town. The destination and reason are irrelevant. The day I was leaving I had a friend over. I decided to take the opportunity to let her know about my wearing of women's lingerie. She was surprised as expected. What was nice though was that she made no appearance of negativity towards me or about the idea of me wearing a bra and panties. In fact she made me feel comfortable about it. I was uncomfortable, very embarrassed and feeling a little shame once I let the cat out of the bag. My fear was she would be horrified and tell me off. That was not the case at all. Instead she made a few jokes in my favor about it. I admitted the bra was mine when she asked who's it was. That was hard to answer but I wanted to tell the truth, so I did. I took her back to our bedroom and showed her some other things. I had some other bras, lots of panties and some slips in a drawer. Of course that was not all of it I explained. The whole time I talked about the lingerie and my desires she kept a smile on her face. That was comforting.

I don't have a clue why I decided to let her know. I just wanted to. Over the weekend I thought about it a lot. I kept going over that Friday with her. I told my friend 'it just feels good' over and over. I think I'm looking for confirmation and acceptance from women I trust so I can accept this burning desire to wear women's lingerie.

She was so nice about it. She said I should open a business for men who like to wear lingerie. I certainly like that idea but part of this desire is that it's women's lingerie. If it were specifically for men it would not feel the same or have the same affect.

Another comment she made that stuck in my head helped me push away some of the shame this weekend. Just before we were to leave for the airport I took my bra off. She said what are you doing that for, why aren't you going to wear it. Well I have to go through security and I always get the hand wand job. Her comment made me laugh. She said it give him a great story to tell. I still took it off.

However, I decided to put it back on after going through security. In the bathroom stall I retrieved my favorite bra from my bag and put it on. Wow that felt great. I was so glad I put in my bag, it was a quick last minute decision. I wasn't going to take any lingerie since I was going to be around family.

That one remark she made about wearing it through security told me it's okay to feel this way. It meant to me I'm okay too. I'm very glad now I had this conversation with her.

Over the weekend I stole away each night to the hottub at the hotels. I would go down late so no one would be there. I had not come prepared so I had to wear my panties. Now this was a pretty risky move because the only panties I had were the ones I wore on Friday. And they are white. Not only that, they're slightly see through. To my surprise the panties became almost transparent when wet. At first I was horrified because I saw security cameras at the front desk. Decided the hell with it. I just had to be careful, which I was.

That was exciting. The last night out of town. I had a moment to be alone so I put my bra on and went outside for a smoke. Wearing my fleece pullover helped to conceal it in case any family found me.

Now I'm on my way home. I wore my bra and panties to the airport. I had to take It off but could not find a restroom. Well fuckit, I just removed it out in the open near a wall with fewer people around. Once I cleared security I found a restroom so I could put it back on.

I am enjoying the feeling. I can't exactly explain it. The bra feels good around my chest. It's not exactly that it squeezes but it's that I can feel it around me. It gives me a secure feeling.


There's still one more flight to go before I'm home.

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Lucee

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